If You Think That Screwing People Over Is "OK", You Are An ASSHOLE!
Hi Humans,
Ever have a special someone in your life treat you like garbage and act like its no big deal ??? I dont know about you but I really hate the way it makes me feel when someone does that to me. I guess it just doesnt seem right to me that someone who cares about you could turn on you so quickly. Honestly, it has happened before where one day everything is great and the very next day everything goes to total hell. I do not believe that any of us are immune to such human nature. In fact, I would guess that most of us have been through this more than once in our lives. I even have to admit to doing it myself ! After this person turned on me, I decided to turn on her. I have been a complete asshole (human) to this person and I thought it would help me get over everything but all it has done is make me feel like a complete piece of shit. BUT, the anger that I have keeps me from controlling the feelings to a point that I can forget about what happened. Is this normal ??? Well, maybe its not but I think that we all have this "backlash" reflex inside of us. I can only imagine how many relationships and friendships have been destroyed by actions such as hers and mine too. The sick, sad truth of everything is that we are all just humans. I guess we havent evolved enough to be caring and careful with each other yet.
How many people in your life have you lost contact with because of things like I've spoken about ? Have you ever had the ability in your mind to forgive and forget the things that drove you to the break up ? Do you ever wonder what that person is doing now ? These are things I think about often. Its very strange to me to think that certain people in my life are never coming back and that for the rest of our lives we will never know what the other is doing or has become. Never again will we share our good or bad times or even those small things like a tv show or a movie. No more walks in the park or just a simple drive down the road. Just a void that cant be filled by anyone else. In a way, I guess that is something that we will share forever, a void.
Have a nice weekend
